Thursday, April 17, 2008

Some random thoughts and things I've learned about myself

  • Motivation comes from within me, my aunt, and grandma. No other people have as much power over me as those two.
  • I've been keeping something to myself for a long while that I have desperately wanted to talk to someone about. Fear of hearing sincere, sound advices holds me back even though i know it shouldn't.
  • I finished 80 packs of capris in 3 months. Maybe i'll be the youngest lady to die of lung cancer. (Note to anti-smokers: Don't leave any bullish comments trying to make me quit. F**K off.)
  • Verizon has unlimited calling for $99. My plan right now is $79 for 1350 minutes. I'm always near exceeding my limit, so maybe I should upgrade? Much thanks to my boring, nothing-ever-to-do 9-6pm job that keeps me chatting w/ friends too much.
  • Someone told me he thought I was a lesbian. Dude was f-ing serious.
  • I can't pass up a good sale even if it's on something I don't want, need or even particularly like. What I buy is not as important as how much that item's price has been reduced.
  • A 100% chinese coworker confided she was born in Jamaica. Comically odd.
  • How do you trust people that lie to your face? You don't. You eventually phase them out of your life.
  • I accidentaly elbowed an old lady at the subway. To retaliate, she pushed me (damn, she's like the incredible hulk!) on her way out. I was about to ninja kick her. Good thing I came to my senses and realized that she's the kind of client I'd be dealing with pretty soon, so I need to work on my patience.
  • A friend will go to PH soon. Please don't come home preggers.
  • I detest fake, demure women. Smart ones know you're a faker, and you end up fooling only your kind of species -- stupid mofos.
  • I am happy to proclaim I no longer think too much. In fact, I can go weeks blocking off my personal shit. Man, that's such an achievement! You don't know how I almost want to kill myself trying to solve and work out problems that's just never going to be resolved.
  • I immense myself in other people's troubles. I will make more of an effort to not be affected so much of my friend's dilemmas and love problems. Keyword is TRY
  • I have a promiscuous friend who is no longer, well, promiscuous.
  • Nclex is coming up. Hoo-fucking-ray.
  • At the end of the day i see that i have great friends. Anything after that is just extra.