It takes just a moment to lose trust and a hell of a long time to gain it back.

I'm aware this will take some time, and I'm willing to wait as much as it takes. I do feel guilty, moreover though, I really miss David.

I never meant to hurt him, but in the process of my wrong actions, i did. I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry I wasn't who you wanted me to be. I'm sorry I did things that made you feel bad and I'm sorry I didn't do everything right. I'm so sorry that I can't stop crying as I write this. I never wanted to hurt you. You are one of the greatest people I've ever met.

I really want the best for him, even if it means that the best is for him to no longer see me. I will love him for the rest of my life, with or without him. I was stupid, it was a mistake, I was wrong,

I love him, and will wait for a while, a good long while, to see if he can get over it. I don't know if he knows how badly hurting him is hurting me too and I could never do that again.

I'm so sorry.

Daryl's Bday

Some things about me...

• I can be fun to be with.
• Secretive.
• Sometimes, too difficult to understand.
• Quiet unless excited or tense.
• Takes pride in oneself.
• Concerned about people's feelings.
• Tactful.
• I could be friendly, but not always approachable.
• Emotionally temperamental.
• Moody and easily hurt.
• I would like to think i'm not mean or revengeful.
• Forgiving but neverforgets.
• Dislike nonsensical and illogical things.
• Sensitive and forms friendships carefully.
• Caring and loving to the right people.
• Strong sense of sympathy.
• Judges people through observations.
• No difficulties in studying.
• Loves to be a! lone.
• Broods about the past and misses old friends much.
• Quiet, homey person.
• Has difficulty making new friends.
• Prone to having dieting problems. Really.
• Loves to be loved. (Who doesn't?)
• I'm easily hurt but takes loooooong to recover.