Monday, June 13, 2005

Patience is a necessary ingredient of genius.

Ho-hum, didnt do much today. I read two chapters in (i forgot).

Mama's acting kind of distant to me today. i dont blame her entirely. I've been rude for the time being, because I can't stand living with kuya. i'm being very selfish. And recently, been to irritative. I'm sorry Ma. I do love you, and please always try to be a better person. Thank you for the patience you've put up on me.

Bummer, i called David. I asked what he was doing after work. He said he was going to pick up Jimmy from the PR parade, then they were all going to watch wrestling at his house. He did ask me what i wanted to do on Tuesday, and i said dinner, i guess.

Geez, i need to let go. God help me.

I have been studying for my finals, which if you knew me, i really dont do till the last minute. I tackled two chapters, and after this blog, i'll read one more. I also spoke to Cha for over half an hour. She's starting her new work as MT in a goks company. Real nice for her :)

And today, i broke my diet very bad. I didnt eat a whole gunk of sugary foods, but i binged for an hour on ferrero, rice, fish, & ice cream. I did have a walk today this morning at 7am. So that was good.

Thursday, June 09, 2005

White Buns and Drug Test

There is something very soul-soothing in the idea that I can make a horrendous, life-changing mistake, and be fortunate enough to have it all turn out all right.- Debbie in getting over David

Had a two-hour early morning run in Central Park. I'm in love with that park, despite me getting lost whike hiking. I woke up like 6am and ran for awhile, then decided to stroll the hiking area. Haha, i got lost. It's funny now, but i tell you, so wasn't earlier. I was literally going round and round my route. I normally have this the trump building as my point of reference in case i got lost, but the treeas aroung the path trail were so tall and huge i couldn't see a thing. Then, at this really secluded area, i saw like 3 homeless blacks snoring away in a mini lagoon.
Spent the day doing errands. Had my drug test in the upper east side. Didn't have to pay, all taken care of by Delta. I got some white buns (siopao) and sugar-roasted peanuts for mum. Daryl picked me up in Canal St and we had wanted to eat in East Japanese. We drove round and round (that's the phrase of the day -- round and round) for parking to no avail. We settled for ihop, near dave's place.
I passed by to get my tasti-d-lite pints, but no one was home.
That's my day. very simple, but i liked it.

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Life is neither a good nor an evil, but simply the scene of good and evil

"Life is neither a good nor an evil, but simply the scene of good and evil"
Didn't go to school today.I ran a good forty five minutes in Central Park, all to blow it away with Ben&Jerry's ice cream topped with Yema and Hershey's almonds.Did some reading too, again in Border's. But it was all just magazines.

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

In silence, we listen to ourselves, and in the quietude, we may even hear the voice of God.


Had a couple of things done today, but still not complete. Had my fingerprints taken, but didn't pay. Returned the Enterprise Van we rented, but forgot to bring RCN stuff back to Elmhurst. Went to Papa's to get passport and new checks, but didn't see the checks in the room.
Ma and i had mais con hielo and an extra order of inihaw na eggplant for me in Ihawan. What I'm thankful for today: Borders bookstore located so near our building (I was able to study AND read 2 magazines for leisure. They also open so early! 8am.) "The Rules" book!!!! It's amazingly wonderfullly excellent.
I bought a white tank in Gap. Afterwards, Tina called me to have dinner in East Japanese. I had two orders of sushi. Her - usual tempura.