Gambas

Today, i learned how to make gambas. turned out yummy too.

My peter and i are getting stronger. couple of stumbles, but those made us unite even more. i cannot ask more from jesus. he does not give up. he is, without doubt, my world.

I continue to have a hard time with my father. He's paying for my toefl, and that pisses him off much. And i think to myself, i am 21. i am his daughter. never drank, never did drugs. i am not the smartest kid he knows, nor am i with any spectacular talent, but he looks at me all the same like he is ashamed i am his daughter.

i wish he would think, what if i was the one ashamed of him before? when he was just starting out here in US..

i have a deep regard for my father. and i hope i feel his love soon.